Saturday, September 17, 2005
2day was super fun actly, n q a changing point for me, wow i rili wana tok 2 sum1 nw, sori for dis super long post =X
start of d day had philosophy.. d subject i dislike most. nt because of the teacher or that its boring or useless.. it messes wid ppl's heads, i tink were rili nt ready for wad they give us. philosophy lessons ttly can cause the downfall of ur belief system, questioning things you have loved and the way u live. For me, during philosophy, i questiond God, becuz wad ben shepard told us rili affects the way i think, i rili felt lyk juz standing up and argueing with him. Do i exist? yes i exist cuz God created me and loved me. well i din tink about it much for d rest of the day.
den we pissed darma off cuz some ppl din do de work.. altough i feel its a rili small matter cuz its lyk 3 ppl nt doing d wwork, n she shldnt blow up n walk out of class lidat, kant blame her cuz shes pregnant, unstable emotions lol. still she shldnt have calld us beyond hope n stuff lidat. den chem i finaly woke up.. aftr liang chew man had bad impression on me. he ask me go up 2 explain n said " call sum1 to help u if u duno" when i juz wantd 2 start, which was quite hurtful altough he meant gd. so i proved him wrong der n den. aftr awhile he ask me to pick sum1 2 answer the nxt question, so i said "edmund" n he was q shocked i volunteerd myself lol. dis is the things God can do, turn a lazy horible student to work hard. thank God for changing me.
C maths was d funniest lesson ever, i havn luffed so hard in sch b4. haha 1st we were pressing the "enter" key on his laptop to forward d ppt slides cuz he was goin rillliii slow. den he wack our hand wid d pointer lol. dne when i press again, he wackd my knuckle wid the pointer rili hard n it BROKE LOL. the top part of it was rili bent n stuff, n we were luffin lyk mad retards XD. he bent it back str8 den when he about to point 2 the screen the top part DROPED OFF HAHAHA! His EXPRESSION WAS SOO FUNNY! aftr tt he broke the magnet of the duster cuz he was slamming the table wid it, n he broke the BROOM HAHAHA! he kicked it den the wood split into 2 LOL, b4 he went off he still ask us nt 2 tell any1 tt he break so many things.
ncc was rili fun 2day, me n kevin were super slack la, n having fun wid the part b's. we salute scouts, sjab, n lyk basically every1! hope the cadets had fun 2 wid the cheers n retarded punishments lolol.
on my way home, unfortunetly tought bout philosophy again, n felt rili confused all d way back hm.. back home i read yh's blog post n seemd lyk he felt the same way! lolol! den i lookd at yh's blog for awhile n press bible.com link der like God was instructing me to, i din even notice the link the previous times. der, i found so many things i have done wrng n tt i have sinned so much, things that i have tought to be usual and that every1 does it so i shld do it to were horibly wrng. i swear so much less nw, but occasionaly still unable 2 control myself. im juz so happy to stumble onto dese answers, even realizing tt pokemon was wrong. den i opend the cd yh gave me , d 1's on my bday n realized i have SUCH GR8 FRENS n sumtimes i just take dem for grantd, but i will not anymore. i realized that the crew had stood by me in my times or darkness and supportd n encouraged me. and i kant thank wong yuanhao enuff for ALL HE HAS DONE! he has pulled me to the light and it is the best thing that had ever happened to me. i love God so much, and im turely grateful for his mercy on me altough of the way i acted before i converted. thank you yuanhao i kant describe how hapi n grateful i am, heh now tokin 2 makmur bout how philosophy sux n God rulez. =D i love God, i love my frens, i love dis world
