Friday, September 30, 2005
GOD does things in the most UNEXPECTED WAYS
wednesday - i was ttly hyped up, i learnt wallflip praise the Lord, he gave me the guts to, so i just trusted in him and did it. den was rili hyped, wantd t get all my power n toprock n stuff aftr exams. i cld feel the insane bboy addiction
thursday - i fell, frm sky high t down in d dirts. when it happened i was lyk, "ok, it happned, lets go hospital, yay.. " which freaked myself out, i was lyk heck care, die den die. den i questiond God, -how could dis happen t me-. so simple plan ugh, den i went for op n stuff aftr tt, bestie came, lyk was rili suprised n touched, n i got 5 letters lol tks. den went home, crew+makmur+chuky+dan leong came, den i sorta acted ok, duno y. went lib, as if it was a normal day. den my painkiller wore off n it hurt lyk crazy. den yh, chucky,bestie,gracia n makmur prayed for me, i was lyk so touched by dem n the Lord. i wantd t cry but held back my tears t act strong. den i had dis rili strong tok wid yh, we were pullin each other while in seating position until we sort of above d grnd. TY.. we went hm n i still felt q shity, n messy. tokd t sum ppl online but din really help
TODAY- woke up, blood on my pillow, lyk screw it. morning was rili sian, studyed bit, ply com abit, den bestie came n tokd t me. lyk sori.. lots, i juz din wan any1 t worry. latr yh, d leong, chucky, makmur came. we ply tai di awhile den went oposit t buy drinks. yh kope my slipper so i used my maids lady slipper n i understood y gals walk so slow XD drank red bull n plyd tai di, den walkd home. xf calld for support on d way. den we watched our past crazy vids. n luffd lyk mad, listend t hillsongs, lotsa times n i rili felt closer t my frens, dey r wid me in my darkest times, den i saw revolution n sum other crew stuff n felt super kyensai again. i saw them out, n im going for yh's church 40 days of purpose thing yay =) looking forward t it. bestie saw dem out too. walkd back wid bestie feeling renewed n super hapi! when got home, my itunes player was on random play, n it "coincedentaly" was playing AWESOME GOD. of course i know what He telling me. spamming the song lyk siao nw! aah, i LUV GOD, HE DOES THINGS IN THE MOST SPECIAL WAYS! MAN I THANK GOD FOR MY FRENS, FOR HIS BLESSINGS, FOR THIS "unfortunate" EVENT THAT JUST MADE ME STRONGER N CLOSER TO HIM =)
