Sunday, November 06, 2005
today was crazy- after practiccing flares for so so long, i finally get flares. its only 3-4 flares tough. it wasnt my work at all. i was stuck at 1 flare. He gave me the power to do so. i know it. as well as tips for xf haha ty =)
den i set some goals for myself in bboying- 7flares, 1proper mill, 15jackhammers, improved toprock, my stoopid combos PERFECTED haha ill do it, i noe i can, nothing is impossible!
when it was 5pm at 40days of purpose i was pretti tired le. the sermon was gr8, teaching bout ministry, the thing that got to me the most was 1 of the barriers against being grateful - which is comparing and criticising. i have always compared, and have been very competitive, wanting to be the best in everything. and criticising, i also have some trouble with it. i may not say it out, but in my head i do make judgements occasionaly, but who am i to judge another.
den when it was grp discussion time we hardly discussed cuz tobias was killing all of us haha XD
