Friday, December 23, 2005
i am absolutely CRAZY about bboying XD
dis post is boring, u dont have to read :D its juz my feelings n i have to spit it out sumwhere haha
for the past week, ive been bboying literally everyday, i just love it so much. sometimes i say, i practice so hard because i wana improve, so i can win other crews. deep within, i know its not the other crews i wana beat, but myself.
i have been trying flares for so darn long, and still have not gotten dem, cuz i prac on n off. but now for the past 1 week n 2 days, ive been practicing dem lyk crazy, but still, i get really pissed at myself when i fail. but i juz push myself, n i still fail cuz the confidence aint der. my goal this year, is to really beat myself, by learning clean flares, i know i can do it, but not alone. i always pray for my moves, n God always answers my prayers. i know my flares will improve, as long as i continue practicing lyk a nut, i WILL get them.
the past week, im starting to learn two more power moves! thank God im learning them so quickly. ive been trying headspins for a few weeks, and praying hard for them, and now they are getting better n better =) and windmill, ive been doing dem for 6 days, and ive gotten 1 full round =), i really pray i can get continuos by end of the year haha.
last time i used to give up easily when i cant get a move, this time im not stopping, altough flares r still killer to me, ill force myself on, and it still pisses me off when i work SO hard n cant get what i want. but God gives me the power to push on. i believe my hard work will be rewarded.
trough this period of time, xinfu has always been breaking with me, my crazy breaking buddy haha. if u can get flares so can i. thanks for being such an inspiration and a gr8 friend. ill go pro with u, i promise.
