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Monday, June 05, 2006
[ 10:44 PM ]



I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT GDOP
THE PASSION OF OUR SINGAPOREANS, THE POWER AND PRESENCE OF OUR LORD YESTERDAY!

but i cant,
im too distracted and worried about other things.

firstly, song, i need to say sorry cuz i think ive been harsh on u. who am i to demand from you. but i do pray that u would be able to trust your time and life with God, for u will definitely have enough time for everything. altough i really admire how hardworking u are, and do hope that i can be as hardworking as u, u shld relax noe? =P

2ndly, im so so worried for my unsaved family and friends. especially my grandparents who -touchwood- do not have that much time left. i HAVE TO DO SOMETHING but i dont know what. they will kill me if they noe im christian, they will definitely reject me. whenever i think about the consequences of me not doing anything i feel lyk freaking BREAKING DOWN.

lastly, my friends, who are still in the shadows or have backslided. to zoey- u helped to bring me to Christ, saving me, changing me. however, u are losing touch with the Father, i have to do sthn, cuz i love u. i have been praying really hard for you, that u will find true happiness in God, because it hurts, to see u hurting. because all answers are in God, my life has changed totally because of HIM, i have changed so much because of HIM. u can change your life for the better, finding love not hate, having peace not burden. i noe u dont like ppl asking u to change. its a natural human reaction, no1 likes change. but believe in yourself, that your life can be so much better. that ur relationships with ppl no matter how sour can definitely improve. dont fix your mindset at u cant find Him. i tought couldnt too. it only takes a willing heart to find Him again, and ill be there for u all the time no matter what, because thats what TRUE friends are for, because i love you.

okay, my brother- im seeing more hope in him PRAISE THE LORD. i was able to talk to him about certain topics of Christ, and we dont conflict even though he is a very strong free thinker. im so happy bout this. im sure God will change him. PRAISE GOD!

oh and thanks to yuanhao for telling me to go ytd =D also for the wonderful time we had wahaha. thanks to tianyong and cal for praying wid me, tks tianyong for letting me hug him cuz i really needed to XD



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