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Monday, June 26, 2006
ive changed alot dis holiday, but not enough.
after hearing some ac guys toking just now about some girls and sum meaningless stuff, i was lyk totally totally disgusted- but i remembered that was how i was like. but i was changed by Him, one hu does not play wid others feelings, hu doesnt go for relationships just to look good, hu favors or dislikes people becuz of their appearence.
k back to today, first day as an equiped soldier in acs i - not so good =/ i tried, but was still afraid, why am i still afraid, i shouldnt be and cannot be. i hav to do sthn significant, because if not me, hu else will? im thinking of pulling together the believers that i know 1st, but plans must be made into action. a bboy club must be started. i run for student council next year. der r so many things i wana change! dimitri asks us to pray that we can change the world, and believes that we CAN do it. im starting with dis. it may not be the world, but der will be a difference.
im getting distracted by the old times and the old me hu wasnt doing anything- cuz its so comfortable and ez to go to, seriosly have to work hard arrrrghhh, anw read things fall apart, made me think about how i should really have the will power to work hard and not be lazy for God, raaaaaar!
