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Monday, July 10, 2006
life really sucks when not living for Him 100% thats what i have learnt the past week.
because of school business and stuff, i have lost the fire and zeal i had in the start of the holidays. my head was unclear and not focused on my purpose, and of course, backtracked. because of this i have gave in to sin, not thinking about long term consequences, but rather gave in to short term "solution" and satisfaction.
rather, after going against God for that mere seconds or minutes that was supposed to satisfy me, i felt more empty and crappy than ever. and the thing that came to my mind to cover this emptyness was to give into more temptation, or to keep my mind busy in things like gaming, tv, videos, stuff like that.
but nothing can fill the emptiness.
then today i came over this sentence "sin seperates us from God". because of this sinning, i have went furthur and furthur from Him. But praise Him that this stupid dry phase is over, im going for tml wid my heart 100% again :D
