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Friday, August 18, 2006
today i spent my 45 mins journey to esplanade talking to God. asking Him to refresh me, to give me inspiration, to test me, to be the best person that i can be. it felt really good.
immediately, God knew i was ready to be tested. when i got to esplnade, this malaysian guy asked me to help him wid getting leaves n stuff for his science experiment cuz he cant reach the high branches. i was thinking like "waad? quite not shy to ask sum1 u duno for this kind of help rite." but den i knew it was Gods plan of a chance of ministry n agreed. this favour got me bitten by shitloads of red ants and dirt all over, and i was really pissed off for awhile but den i remembered i was not doing it for that guy, but for God. den i realized mayb God will reward me for going out of my way and inconvenience myself to help a stranger XD
and HE DID. 5 flares, super bouncy crickets, 2rounds of 90s ( well, once ) , 5 mills, headstand-airchair tread, improved turtles. praise the Lord!
after awhile i got really tired tough. and night session was really shit. i hate being so self conscious about what the pros think of my standard and not dare to do all my moves. becuz of tt, my standard drops lyk shit bcuz of loss of confidnce. dis problem sux n i really wana get rid of it. after all i should be dancing for only one person, and not care bout any1 else.
what i really lyked today was the fellowship wid my friends =) i love u guys man.
after i came home, my brother talked to me bout his class n all the funny things tt happen. den aftr tt i tought about my own class n i realized - i really love 4.12 , ALOT. its the best class i ever ever had. i seriously love our strong sense of class identity and unity, love you guys =)
