Friday, November 03, 2006
went to esplanade today, sposed to battle gregg lol. met matt mark n rockerfella, had made cyphers, freakin fun n spastic =P but got tired pretty soon n went for dinner n when come back to ande tt time, break awhile den leave le.
today i seriosly realised very obvious pros n cons of hanging out at esplanade n stuff.
pros
-hanging out wid the bboys lyk gregg is seriosly gd for my bboy knowledge n stuff, n i learn so freaking much from dem, and so many things i wld nvr learn training underground
-inspiration. seeing other bboys make me wana break harder to beat them =X HAHA. and also gregg just now told us how he got his 7 flares in a month or 2, which was a real inspiration.
-mad improvement.. yeaa definitely. i have no idea why i can peform in esplanade lol, n get ideas for style n stuff. and just being around other bboys sumhow make me improve. just lyk how i felt lyk i improved 6months worth within the 2 days of floorskills.
cons
-influenceee. yea its pretty obvious the influence is not very good for me ( no offence guys ) its just that i live a wild which aint so wild, n more "guai" lol, n hav morals n stuff tt may be influenced by the bboys down der. but its my responsible to insulate myself in the Word and be anchored to the rock. yea so i guess its a test to go tru too.
- dun dare to prac lousy moves LOL. dis is my own problem tough. just dun dare to practice my sucky moves lyk mills n others in frnt of other bboys hu hav the moves down good. i will get over it tough =P
yea tts it. i need a good session wid kyensai again. ugh. just the 4 of us lyk old times. seems lyk ages since we had that. the kind of discipline n standard i learnt i need to have from these few weeks is crazy. now i noe im gona break so much harder. and yet, i need to be accountable to God for my actions. yea the influence n peer pressure la. but edmund is stronger than that, and my God is much stronger than that. yea im growing, i know it
