Monday, December 04, 2006
past 24 hours was magic. all i can say is praise the Lord.
just at arnd 1am ytd, when i felt lyk dying. i just danced it out, n darn it felt good. i was over my retarded angst week, my slipping away from God, my cheap thrills. i hated all of it, but it came so naturally. i wanted somethign real, not living in denial.
n just when i woke up from tt, everything from there was like magic. im not going to details, altough sum1 wants me to ^^ i just felt so great, like nthn i felt before. but i noe its cuz i chose sthn. to walk out of tt darkness. and i really want to.
well, today was just fab. i still cant belif the things that happened today. n since i duwan to write details, n the things tt are not detail are quite useless to say. i shall not say anything LOL.
cuz i noe what i want now. i want to keep it real. i dont want cheap thrills. i want ur heart wid me, not ur body. i want ur trust, cuz u have mine.
i duno what God has planned. but what i noe is tt ill definitely carry out His will. cuz if i really care bout her, im not gona give a shit bout wad i want, just whats gd for u. yea <3
