Thursday, December 07, 2006
its around 5am, i woke up from mosquito bites while the rest of kyensai is sleeping in my living room. my brother just went to sleep so i get the internet.
so much has happened, i dont even know what to write. i just need to write something down. ytd i had probably the most extreme emotions ive felt dis year, but der was no escape from the problems i guess, its something i hav t face. in fact it was just 3 hours ago. my heart was just so numb at the end of the day, i din want to talk or do anything. but i aint gona be overdramatic now, waking up to a new day, it doesnt hurt that much.
but i guess i shouldnt be lyk that cuz
it was no accident, n by no mistake things tt happened and said ytd
i should be thankful it happened early so we could question us before we went on.
if it was meant to be baby, we will pull tru strong after this.
ill be patient, cuz its not about me.
ders something much bigger in play den my pathetic emotions
thats you n ur beautiful soul
take your time to explore yourself and me
n if we were sposed to be
we are teenagers, we dont noe many things. maybe we do have it, maybe not. so just let God show us the way, cuz we are falliable, but He isnt. ill probably write bout the events during boty camp next time, just not now.
