Saturday, December 09, 2006
i pray to all the unsaved that were there at casting crowns these two days, especially those that we brought der who are close to our hearts. i pray that this event did touch dem, trough the lyrics, trough the songs, through the preaching, through Gods prescence der.
from what christina said ytd, tt with Jesus in her heart is lyk an exciting ride, waiting to see what new people God brings to her n stuff. den God gave me dis metaphor too.
lifes journey with Jesus is like this train ride. u pass by many people and events, some that carry on with the ride, some that dont. but what matters is to follow the ride, and not expect to have dis things and cling on to them.. such that u fall of this train. the ride is bumpy, and its then when u choose to cling tighter to the train, or end up being flung out of train. u try to get people onto the train, as its the only route to a wonderful n pernament place, while the other trains only lead to a horrible crash. maybe my explanation sucks, but this is what God gave me lol.
CC did impact me today a little. the thing about thinking of others n not myself. i realizd i shouldnt be expecting anything from anyone, or caring bout how they treat me, or if im getting what i deserve. just genuinly caring about everyone.. yup.
i pray God brings me in the right direction, n help me mature. cuz ive been giving trouble to ppl i care about. unintentionally, n tru my messed up emotions. yea, i still have much to learn. i just wana treat ppl naturally n lovingly tru the spirit of God, not letting my own emotions, assumptions, judgements, insecurities get in the way.
step it up is tml. i feel screwed. din train dis whole week. but screw it. just do it for fun. sorry thats the only way i can fool myself to not being stressed =D GOD BLESS PEEPS
