Sunday, December 17, 2006
hey, ive been really spiritually down.
having mental block when praying is not ok. cuz i give up easlily
its making talking to God difficult.
when talking to God is difficult, everything messes up.
i dont think straight, i dont remember my morals, i get irritated, angerd, tempted, very easily.
but im glad i have friends.
right now im enjoying a conver wid my fav people in the world.
kyensai + christina, except zoey ( WHY U NOT ONLINE) and alex lua baby
n i really love u guys =) n i really thank God for putting u guys in my life.
n now im hungry n feel like breaking, n blogging randomly
i just argued wid my dad pretty bad. i hav a very bad relatinship wid my parents, n we totally dont understand each other, or why we do things.
and now i am thinking why it is so difficult to stay on fire for God.
why dont i make time for Him. why i can stay on msn n play dota for so long.
but cant lie on my bed n tok t my Bestfriend.
haha yea wtv. friends make my life colourful luv u guys
