Monday, December 18, 2006
i feel that im a verge of a breakthrough. although my minds still ablank.
my feeling today. totally.. stone. im so used to this feeling, of having no feeling. slightly burdened bout stuff, slightly angry, slightly happy for the things i have, very bored with my life. the feeling that im going nowhere, and dragging and draggin on.
den God played this song. n these words went through my head.
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
its not. i hate this lifestyle. the lifestyle of pointlessness, where im not doing what God wants me to do. Life with Jesus should be an adventure, a tour, where Jesus is my guide. This tour where God throws situations and people at me. and me passing every test =P
ok, im taking damn long to blog now cuz God just threw alot of ppl to tok to me on msn =)
yea anw ill leave wid these lyrics, read it.
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you’ve broken
Don’t close your eyes, don’t close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you’ve got now
Yeah, and today is all you’ll ever have
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t close your eyes
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over