Tuesday, December 26, 2006
ive got something called facial nerve possy or possum or sthn, forgot what the doctor said. yea anyway its this virus attack on facial nerves, so im gona die. NO LAH i just cant move the left side of my face much for the next few weeks, so sorry if i dont smile so much in the near future cuz i CANT! anw the doctor gave me steriods, how cool is tt. but its for my condition, not for my muscles =(
came back from batam. it was freaking great! playing burnout so much. enjoying the seaside scenery. the city tour, shopping n stuff. even got to meet some indonesian bboys there n break for a short while.
well whats important. i learnt a lil something during christmas. it was Gods plan that i went tru christmas without any celebration, partying, or friends company. n it was great. like no other christmas i went tru before. CHRISTMAS IS NOT ABOUT THE DUDE ON THE SLEIGH. cmon. the word itself already says it all CHRIST-mas.
i can only imagine how Jesus feels. How he is God, but humbled Himself to become man. and died for you and me when he was the only one who didnt deserve to. but here we are. during the day that marks his birth 2006 years ago, worshipping this fat hobo who gives out materialistic possesions to kids. darn, christmas has lost its meaning. its not about me or you having fun, its not about being with our loved ones, its not about presents, its not for our enjoyment. Christmas is for Jesus.
i liked this christmas =) i treated it like i was celebrating Jesus' bday. and what do u do when its someones birthday? make the person feel special. think about him, and not yourself for that day. and when i went tru that day. i realized, i have not much reason not to live everyday like that.
anw today we sessioned at the pines studio. was pretty dope! but i felt really sick at the end of it. hmm, got shoulder slide, headglide, sum forearm stuff down. improved headspins much. yup. good night
