
Sunday, January 28, 2007
i realized i forgot this little game i used to play with God.
He would give me this nice little topic to think about.
i would just think about it. all day long. how it works in peoples lives today
all delibrate speed.
He just gave me one.
i just finished my beebox assignment, 1.6k words long. nice n satisfied.
i was thinking of rewarding myself with a nice warcraft game, dota or sthn
den it suddenly hit me.
just do nothing.
i realized it is truely the most enjoyable thing to do - nothing
it is when nothings going on when most things happen
when i think, and reflect,
about what im doing, about the truth of this world
it allows me to see light, admist this storm
forget about work
forget about tommorow
forget my plans
its when im doing nothing, when im enjoying the sernity of this world
God wants me to do less, not more.
He wants me to just sit down, and talk, and relax
or not talk at all
just sitting there in His prescene
i was praying for Him to draw close
He came like a bullet- bang
Hes right next to me now