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Monday, April 30, 2007
it ends tonight (:
Probably no one will understand what im blogging right now, but its just for me to shout out anw =D
I have prayed to be free from this stronghold in my life quite a few times, but have been too weak to break free myself.
Well, it wasn't anyone's fault. It was just my wishful thinking, It was just my messed up emotions, It was my lack of prayer, and realization. Cmon, im a growing teen, still maturing.
It kind of sucks, to put so much hope in something
and commitment,
to make myself so vulnerable
and even over-reliance.
To get smacked back in my face, in my pride
i guess in those super angsty n whiney dramas, thats what it means to be "scared to love, cause it hurts". but seriously, its nothing.
Now that i think about it, im not even sure what happened LOL what was going through my mind all this while?
well its OVER. and i love it.
on a side note, i got into council (:
and on another side note, i realized those that did get a calling to run for council did get in. haha God ownz.
well ill do my best. its just 100% on my mission and ministry right now.
yes ill shine for u Lord
