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Thursday, May 17, 2007
long time since Ive blogged, maybe cause i only blog when something happens.
God has chosen the peak of my spiritual life to empty his arsenal at me.
Well today has just been the worse school day ive had this year.
Every single thing that affects me usually, has done so to its extreme.
Maybe its because He knew i was ready to handle it
Maybe its a prayer answered, to do whatever it takes to build up my character
But all in all, i think God really wanted to help me destroy the strongholds in my life, and i hope to reflect on today and do so soon, and to be free from so much nonsense.
It was our long awaited dance performance today. However short it was, we worked hard for it and practiced so much. But i screwed up pretty bad, no idea why too. Well, sorry. After that a whole lot of shit happened.
On my way home i felt really bitter, hostile, full of hate and disappointment. but well these are just emotions, no matter how powerful, we must delight in the joy of the Lord. so i fought against it and sort of figured out why He did these things.
And i figured out if i can get through today fulfilled and happy at what God has done, i can get through any day.
So thank God! for this insane day. and i may not understand all of it now, but He will reveal what He wants to, and i will come out stronger.
