Friday, September 19, 2008
maybe its just exam stress but ive been working relatively harder than usual.
which really makes me regret my laziness and slothfulness the past 2 IB years
could have done 30 art pieces instead of the 12 i have now, i enjoy art like crazy now, but only by this ending month.
could have done a hell lot more for council, and actually do something about the shit in school
could have done an awesome job on EE and TOK and secure 3 pts
could have owned all my ias
could have enjoyed school life so much more
now that everything is ending and i cant do everything again better, im really starting to ponder on what i can do better now to not regret it 2 years from now
Walk with God, so much more passionately and responsibly, for without walking with Him, life is absurd and stupid
Get at least 40 points for IB by working my ass off the next month
Cherish my friends, which i havent done for quite awhile
Start running, working out, swimming to prepare for NS ( i dont wanna die at hendon camp )
Tahan commandos, learn much from it
Go for architecture course (probably) and do my best there
Ive grown somewhat this week, thanks to more revelations by God to how absurd, sinful and evil my life can be sometimes or most of the time, and reminding me and revealing more of His act of grace 2000 years ago. Makes me not care about this world. God is holy, im a worm
