Sunday, September 14, 2008
more revelations; never felt so much strength in my life
whatever im doing, no matter how hard things are, or how hard i push myself, its nothing.
thinking about how God reveals more and more to us, making us grow in ways i did not know about before,
and how comparatively my own strength is really so small and so weak, comparatively even to other people, how insanely hard Olympic athletes train and push themselves to be the best among 6 billion people, the huge passion in missionaries going all out of their way to the deepest jungles, the huge faith of Mother Theresa who died for others.
and Gods strength is so immense i do not even understand it enough to say anything about it.
and here i am thinking this petty IB life is hard, this little stress in this protected environment is tough, thinking living like that is enough.
this is nothing. all i am and do is nothing.
