Started taking life as a one way road this year,
i guess i reached a dilemma between giving up all of the things i used to do, like breaking and all, just pursuing a life chasing God.
till I read more, and realised God forms all of us in a certain way, with certain strengths, and different talents, that when in that moment of doing, one feels the most alive, the most fulfilled. Just as birds fly, cheetahs chase, fish swim, we all have our own way of glorifying God, in our greatest strength.
and looking back at my life, i realised the times when i felt the most fulfilled and alive was when i dance, breakdance, and accomplished something by leading a team of positive energy. I realised this in fact was the way i was formed, and theres no way i should give breaking up.
I had to lose my passion, idolatry, ambition towards breaking to find out the true attitude i was supposed to have for it. One without ambition, without burden, but just done in a form of enjoyment, in the form of worship, and in true passion.
and now i enjoy it more than ever, and doing it better than ever (:
